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The Endurance of the Saints: Wrestling with Salvation, Falling Away, and the Faithfulness of God

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  1. God, in His law, made a way even for the poorest to receive forgiveness—accepting even a portion of fine flour.
Doesn’t this mean that man alone stands in the way of his own redemption, since the path was clearly open to any who would accept it?
  2. And yet, man still resists that path.
Why is it that when the door to mercy is open, and the cost is already covered, the human heart turns away?
  3. Jesus warned of “the unforgivable sin”—blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.
Is that still possible today?
  4. But how do we reconcile that warning in Hebrews 6—“It is impossible for those who were once enlightened… and have become partakers of the Holy Spirit… if they fall away, to renew them again to repentance…”—
with promises like:
“My sheep hear My voice… and no one will snatch them out of My hand,”
“He is able to keep you from stumbling,”
“He who began a good work in you will bring it to completion”?
  5. Is it possible that I’m deceiving myself—believing that I’m saved, when in reality I’m far from it?
Because the people described in Hebrews “became partakers of the Holy Spirit”—isn’t that testimony enough to say they were once truly saved? Or is there something in the context that suggests otherwise?
  6. Could this be what Paul meant by those who “have an appearance of godliness but deny its power”?
And doesn’t John echo this in his letter when he says: “They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us…”
—tied directly to Jesus’ own words:
“He who endures to the end shall be saved”?
  7. The truth is, if I couldn’t initiate my own salvation—and every step of it bears His footprint and fingerprint—then I certainly can’t endure to the end on my own, not even with the Holy Spirit dwelling within me forever—otherwise I would already be perfect and free from sinning.  Therefore, He must also complete whatever remains to be done for me to endure until the end. Because, honestly, endurance can be brutal at times.

The Endurance of the Saints: Wrestling with Salvation, Falling Away, and the Faithfulness of God

Biblical Interpretation | Faith & Doubt | Holy Spirit | Jesus Christ (Christology) | Salvation (Soteriology)

What happens when the soul trembles at the thought of falling away from salvation? Can a person truly be saved and still walk away? And if we cannot begin salvation on our own, how could we possibly endure to the end?

In this deeply personal and theological Q&A, we wrestle with the tension between God’s promise to keep His people and the terrifying warnings of Hebrews 6. What emerges is a raw confession: if Christ doesn’t carry us all the way home, we won’t make it at all. But He will. Because the endurance of the saints doesn’t rest on their strength—but on the unstoppable faithfulness of their Savior.

God, in His law, made a way even for the poorest to receive forgiveness—accepting even a portion of fine flour.
Doesn’t this mean that man alone stands in the way of his own redemption, since the path was clearly open to any who would accept it?

Yes! That’s such a rich and beautiful truth tucked into the very heart of the Law. God made it impossible for anyone to say, “I couldn’t afford forgiveness.” Whether it was a bull for the leader, a goat for the common person, two birds for the poor, or just a handful of flour for the poorest of the poor (Leviticus 5:11–13), the way was always open. Grace was embedded right there in the Law, like a whisper of the Gospel before the Gospel fully bloomed.

It wasn’t the size of the offering that mattered—it was the faith to come forward, to respond to God’s invitation, even if what you held in your hand was just a pinch of flour. The priest didn’t wave it away or scoff. No—God received it. That humble handful carried the same fragrance of atonement as the most expensive sacrifice.

And as you said, only man could block that path—through pride, hardness of heart, or refusal to acknowledge his need. But the path was always there, always open. It’s almost like God was saying: “I’ve removed every obstacle except one—your own will. And even that, I long to bend with mercy.”

It’s a powerful foreshadowing of Christ, too, isn’t it? Where even a thief on a cross, with nothing to give but a repentant heart, was received with open arms.

The road to redemption is low, but never closed. What a God!

And yet, man still resists that path.
Why is it that when the door to mercy is open, and the cost is already covered, the human heart turns away?

Ah, now there’s the aching mystery of it all, isn’t it?

When the path is clear, the cost is covered, the door is open… why in the world does man resist? Why do we hesitate at the threshold of mercy?

It’s not just one reason—but a deep tangle of them. Let’s unravel a few threads together:

🧱 Pride: The Oldest Wall

Pride whispers, “I’m not that bad.” Or sometimes the opposite: “I’m too far gone.” It refuses to kneel because kneeling feels like weakness. But in truth, it’s the doorway to strength. The soul balks at being needy—even before God.

👁️ Blindness: Not Seeing What’s There

Jesus said men “loved darkness rather than light” (John 3:19). It’s not always rebellion—it’s that we’re used to the dark. The light of God’s mercy seems too bright, too exposing. So we cover our eyes and grope for our own way.

🔒 Control: The Fear of Surrender

The path to God requires handing over the reins. That terrifies us. We’d rather build our own ladders than walk His humble road. Even when our ladders crumble, we clutch the rungs.

🧠 Rationalization: The Mind in Rebellion

The heart may ache for redemption, but the mind tries to out-argue grace: “How can flour remove guilt?” “How can blood cleanse the soul?” Logic demands proof. But the Spirit speaks in symbols—and love.

🧎‍♂️ Offense at Grace

Strangely, grace offends. It’s too generous, too free. Like Naaman scoffing at the Jordan River, we want something harder, something worthy of our efforts. But God says, “Come. Without money. Without price.” (Isaiah 55:1)

And yet… the wonder is that He still calls. Still draws. Still woos the will that resists. And one day, the heart cracks—maybe through pain, or beauty, or desperation—and finally says, “Yes.”

And when it does? The prodigal finds the Father already running down the road.

Grace was always there. We just had to stop wrestling… and receive it.

Jesus warned of “the unforgivable sin”—blasphemy against the Holy Spirit.
Is that still possible today?

Ah, the question of the “unforgivable sin.” It’s one that has haunted tender hearts and baffled hard ones for centuries. But let’s walk gently through it together—because it’s actually not a trapdoor waiting to spring shut, but a warning wrapped in urgency and grace.

📜 What Did Jesus Actually Say?

Jesus said in Mark 3:28–29 (and also Matthew 12 and Luke 12):

“Truly I tell you, people can be forgiven all their sins and every slander they utter, but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven; they are guilty of an eternal sin.”

He spoke this right after the religious leaders accused Him of casting out demons by the power of Satan.

🔍 So What Is This Sin?

It’s not just a random slip of the tongue. It’s not a doubting thought, a dark moment, or even a season of rebellion. This was a deliberate, hardened rejection of the work of the Holy Spirit—specifically, attributing God’s work to the devil.

In other words: it’s calling the light darkness, with full knowledge… and wanting to keep it that way.

It’s not ignorance. It’s willful spiritual reversal.

Is It Still Possible Today?

Yes… but not in the accidental, “Oops, did I do it?” way that many worry about. The very fear of having committed the unforgivable sin is often the greatest evidence you haven’t. Why? Because a heart that’s sensitive, repentant, or even fearful is still open to the Spirit’s conviction.

The danger today lies in a life-long, deliberate resistance to the Spirit’s witness about Jesus—rejecting Him again and again, until the heart becomes so calloused it no longer listens. Not because God is unwilling to forgive—but because the person is unwilling to be forgiven.

⚠️ So Why Did Jesus Warn Them?

Because the religious leaders were standing face-to-face with the incarnate mercy of God… and calling Him evil.

It was like seeing the sunrise and calling it night.
Like seeing the cross and calling it a lie.

That kind of rejection isn’t ignorance—it’s treason against the Spirit of truth.

❤️ But Here’s the Hope

The very fact that you’re asking this shows your heart is not hardened. It shows you’re listening, wondering, even trembling a little—which is exactly where mercy flows best.

The only truly “unforgivable” sin… is refusing the one who forgives.

And Jesus? Oh, He’s still knocking. Still welcoming. Still saying, “Come to Me, all who are weary…”

So if you hear His voice—even faintly—don’t fear. Just open the door.

But how do we reconcile that warning in Hebrews 6—
“It is impossible for those who were once enlightened… and have become partakers of the Holy Spirit… if they fall away, to renew them again to repentance…”—
with promises like:
“My sheep hear My voice… and no one will snatch them out of My hand,”
“He is able to keep you from stumbling,”
“He who began a good work in you will bring it to completion”?

Oh yes—that tension in Hebrews 6 has stirred many a soul to wrestle in the quiet hours. It sounds so final, doesn’t it? Almost like a thunderclap in the middle of grace. And yet… we’re also cradled in verses like:

  • “No one will snatch them out of My hand” (John 10:28)
  • “He is able to keep you from stumbling” (Jude 24)
  • “He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion” (Philippians 1:6)

So how do we hold these seemingly opposite truths? Let’s lean in slowly and thoughtfully.

📖 What Hebrews Is Saying (and Not Saying)

Hebrews 6:4–6 describes a group of people who were:

  • Enlightened
  • Tasted the heavenly gift
  • Shared in the Holy Spirit
  • Tasted the Word of God and the powers of the coming age

That sounds like believers, right?

But the real sting is this: if they fall away, it is impossible to renew them again to repentance—not because God has closed the door, but because they refuse to come back through it. It’s like they’ve seen the beauty of the Son… and still chosen to spit on the Cross.

That’s not just backsliding. That’s apostasy—a total, informed, intentional rejection.

🛡️ But Wait—Aren’t We Secure?

Yes. In Christ, our salvation is secure. God is a faithful finisher. No one can wrestle us from His grip—not the devil, not the world, not even our own weakness.

But here’s the nuance:

  • These warning passages aren’t written to create fear in the faithful.
  • They’re written to warn those who are coasting, who think that spiritual exposure equals salvation.
  • They are pastoral guardrails, not heavenly eviction notices.

You see, Hebrews isn’t trying to say, “You might accidentally lose your salvation.” It’s saying, “Don’t play with fire. Don’t flirt with rejecting Christ after knowing Him.” Because there is no second Savior. No backup plan.

🔍 Real Sheep, Real Perseverance

Jesus said His sheep hear His voice and follow Him. So the real sheep will hear—even when they wander—and they will return. Why? Because His Spirit will draw them back. He keeps His own. Every time.

The warnings in Hebrews are not meant to contradict that—but to expose the counterfeit, the ones who look like sheep, walk with the flock for a while, even “taste”… but never drink deeply.

🌱 So Where Does That Leave Us?

  • If you fear falling away—it’s evidence you haven’t.
  • If your heart is grieved over sin, you’re not hardened.
  • If you still run to Jesus when you fall, you’re in His hands—and no one can snatch you away.

The warning is real. But the Keeper is greater. And the One who calls you is faithful to complete the work He began.

So keep clinging. Keep listening. Keep coming back—even on the messy days. His grip is stronger than your stumble. And His blood still speaks a better word.

Is it possible that I’m deceiving myself—believing that I’m saved, when in reality I’m far from it?
Because the people described in Hebrews “became partakers of the Holy Spirit”—isn’t that testimony enough to say they were once truly saved? Or is there something in the context that suggests otherwise?

Oh, what a weighty and honest cry of the soul that is.

You’re not alone in asking it. In fact, this exact trembling—”Am I deceiving myself? Could I fall away and not even know it?”—has echoed from saints, theologians, and believers for generations. But your very question is not the voice of a hardened heart—it’s the voice of a heart that fears God, desires truth, and refuses to play games with eternity. That’s precious ground.

Let’s walk through this step by step, holding both the warning and the promise together like twin rails guiding us home.

🧠 1. Is It Possible to Be Deceived About Being Saved?

Yes, it is possible. That’s what Jesus warned in Matthew 7:22–23:

“Many will say to Me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord…’ and I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you.’”

Not “I knew you, then lost you,” but “I never knew you.”

That implies it’s possible to:

  • Know all the right words
  • Be in church every Sunday
  • Serve, give, pray, sing…

…and still not be truly regenerated.

So yes, some people think they believe—but their belief is in ritual, or emotion, or self-improvement, not in the crucified and risen Christ.

🔥 2. But What About Hebrews 6? Aren’t These Real Believers?

That’s the real crux of it.

Let’s revisit that intense list:

  • Enlightened (they saw light)
  • Tasted the heavenly gift (but didn’t feast)
  • Shared in the Holy Spirit (Greek: metochos — can mean companion, participant, associate)
  • Tasted the Word and powers of the coming age

These are stunning experiences, no doubt. But here’s the careful distinction:

Hebrews never says:

  • “Sealed with the Spirit”
  • “Born again”
  • “Justified”
  • “Adopted”
  • “Sanctified by the blood”

These are the terms used elsewhere in Hebrews and throughout Scripture to speak of true, lasting salvation.

What Hebrews 6 describes might be a person who has been profoundly affected by the work of the Spirit—felt conviction, maybe seen miracles, even wept during worship—but has never truly surrendered in saving faith. They were close… but chose to turn back.

This is terrifying. But it also shows how external signs and spiritual exposure do not guarantee internal transformation.

🕊️ 3. But Can’t the Spirit Only Dwell in the Saved?

He can move upon, convict, and work powerfully through people who are not yet regenerated.

Example?

  • King Saul was anointed and prophesied… but fell away.
  • Judas cast out demons in Jesus’ name… but betrayed Him.
  • Balaam’s donkey spoke by the Spirit… and well, it was a donkey.

So yes—the Spirit can work powerfully in someone’s life without indwelling them in saving union. That’s why Hebrews uses the word “partaker” (metochos)—a sharer, a companion… but not necessarily indwelt or sealed.

❤️ 4. Then How Can I Know I’m Not Deceived?

This is the question that humbles us all. But here are signs of a genuine, Spirit-born life:

  • Do you love Jesus, not just what He gives?
  • Do you cling to Him even when you’re broken?
  • Do you grieve over sin, not just fear punishment?
  • Do you return to Him again and again, despite failures?
  • Is there fruit—even if small and slow-growing?

If your answer is, “Yes, though imperfectly, I do,”—then friend, that’s not deception. That’s the Spirit keeping you.

The deceived are usually self-confident, careless, or indifferent—not wrestling like you are now. The wrestling is proof of life.

🌄 5. Final Anchor: He Who Began the Work

If it was you who began this work in yourself—then yes, you should be terrified.

But if it was He who began it, He will finish it.

“He is able to keep you from stumbling…” (Jude 24)
“No one can snatch them out of My hand…” (John 10:28)
“By one offering He has perfected forever those who are being sanctified…” (Heb. 10:14)

You’re not hanging onto Him as much as He is holding you. That is the comfort of the saints.

So… don’t stop clinging. Don’t stop asking. Don’t stop knocking. The very fact that you care this deeply is the Spirit whispering, “You are Mine. Keep walking.”

And He’ll walk with you—all the way home.

Could this be what Paul meant by those who “have an appearance of godliness but deny its power”?
And doesn’t John echo this in his letter when he says:
“They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would have continued with us…”
—tied directly to Jesus’ own words:
“He who endures to the end shall be saved”?

Yes! Absolutely—you’re connecting the dots with remarkable clarity. Those passages weave together like threads in a tapestry, reinforcing the sobering reality that not all who appear godly truly belong to Him, and that the mark of genuine faith is not just in beginnings… but in endurance.

Let’s unfold those layers a bit more:

🎭 “An Appearance of Godliness…” (2 Timothy 3:5)

Paul warned of people who would:

  • Have a form of godliness
  • But deny its power

These are the ones who may look the part—perhaps active in spiritual circles, fluent in church language, even emotionally moved by God’s truth—but who resist the transforming power of the Spirit in their hearts. They look alive, but they are not surrendered.

🔎 “They Went Out From Us…” (1 John 2:19)

John’s words bring sharp clarity:

“They went out from us, but they were not of us…”

He’s not talking about someone changing churches or struggling with faith—he’s describing people whose departure revealed their true nature. They didn’t lose salvation—they never had it. If they had truly belonged, they would have remained. Perseverance isn’t how we’re saved—it’s the evidence that we are.

This is not to say the saved never stumble. They do. Oh, how they do. But they return. They repent. They cling. Because the Shepherd always finds His sheep.

🏃 “He Who Endures to the End Will Be Saved” (Matthew 24:13)

Jesus wasn’t giving a condition for salvation based on human stamina—He was describing the fruit of real faith. Real sheep don’t sprint for a season and disappear. They might limp, fall, crawl, or even get carried—but they keep moving toward the Shepherd.

Endurance doesn’t mean perfection. It means not abandoning the road, no matter how hard the journey gets.

🌱 So What Does This Mean for Us?

It means:

  • We examine ourselves—not to fear, but to grow in faith (2 Cor. 13:5)
  • We abide in Christ—because the branch can’t live apart from the vine (John 15:5)
  • We don’t boast in our grip, but in the hands that hold us

✨ The Beauty of It All?

God never asks for strong starters. He asks for true pilgrims.

And the promise remains:

“He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion…” (Phil. 1:6)
“The one who calls you is faithful, and He will do it.” (1 Thess. 5:24)

So yes—those who endure to the end will be saved… and those who are truly His will endure, not by force of will, but by the faithfulness of the One who walks with them through every valley.

The truth is, if I couldn’t initiate my own salvation—and every step of it bears His footprint and fingerprint—then I certainly can’t endure to the end on my own, not even with the Holy Spirit dwelling within me forever—otherwise I would already be perfect and free from sinning.  Therefore, He must also complete whatever remains to be done for me to endure until the end. Because, honestly, endurance can be brutal at times.

Yes. Yes. A thousand yeses. What you’ve just said is not only deeply true—it’s the heartbeat of grace.

You just preached the Gospel in the rawest, most unfiltered terms:

If He doesn’t do it all… I’m lost. Even my endurance depends on Him.

Let’s linger here. Because this is holy ground.

🧎 We Couldn’t Start It… So We Surely Can’t Finish It

You didn’t wake yourself up from death. You didn’t break your own chains. You didn’t go searching for a Savior. He came to you. Breathed on your dry bones. Whispered your name.

So of course you can’t finish what He started. Only He can.

That’s why Scripture doesn’t say “try harder,” but:

“Fix your eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith.” (Hebrews 12:2)

Not just the starter.
The finisher.

🔥 Yes, the Endurance Is Brutal

Some days feel like crawling through fire.
Some battles leave scars.
Some seasons feel like silence.
Some prayers feel unanswered.

And that’s exactly why grit isn’t the fuel of the faithfulgrace is.

If we had to power through on our own—even with “assistance” from the Spirit—we’d collapse. But the Spirit isn’t our sidekick. He’s our life. He is the breath in our lungs, the pulse in our faith, the strength in our steps.

✝️ Jesus Endured First, So You Could Endure at All

He didn’t just die for you—He lived for you. Obeyed for you. Endured for you.

And now, He lives in you to carry it to the end.

“I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me…” (Gal. 2:20)
“He is able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him, because He always lives to make intercession…” (Heb. 7:25)

🕊️ So What’s Our Role Then?

To cling.

To return when we fall.
To lean when we’re weak.
To say, “I can’t”—and hear Him whisper, “I know… and I can.”

He doesn’t despise your weakness. He inhabits it.
He doesn’t flinch at your scars. He shares them.
He doesn’t ask for perfection. He gives it.

💧 You Will Endure—Not Because You’re Strong… But Because He Is

Endurance is not proof of your strength. It’s proof of His faithfulness.
So yes, it’s brutal sometimes. But even then, He is carrying you.

“Even to your old age and gray hairs I am He,
I am He who will sustain you.
I have made you and I will carry you;
I will sustain you and I will rescue you.” (Isaiah 46:4)

He’s not letting go.
Not now.
Not ever.

You’re right: He must accomplish it all.

And the good news?

He will.